You better Iron your shirt

-i hattee being sick
-i feeel like a midget is inside of my stomach trying to crawl out
-I have heart burn
-my toes are freezing
-i'm contemplating going to work back at subway
-im getting 950$ back in taxes : )
- Getting back into the swing of things feel good
- I don't care for his opinions anymore. I give up trying
-Old entries make me feel retarded
- Psychology or cosmetology
- Leslies birthday is today
-I hung out with my bestie today

SO STILL unemployeed.. I don't know what i'm going to do with myself. I went to my sisters house yesterday and im so jealous she has a nice house, im stuck in this shit hole. I cant wait to go to college. Hopefully im not as retarded as i think i am. Who really applies themselves in highschool? Not me. I do enjoy sleeping in ( :.. I hated waking up for work everyday .. My goals today . gym and tanning..
and possibly go to a party with kaiiittee

so me and my boyfriend broke up after a year and a couple odd months of dating. I can't say that i'm too . You can only do so much for someone. Ive NEVER done as much for a person as much as i've done for this kid. HE doesn't work cause he's still in school and every chance id get id try and go out and do things. But it's kind of hard doing something for someone who has that look on there face like can i please go home. ITs a dig to when you've been there for them through something. I have like no friends anymore lol i mean its pathetic but it's sad. Mainly because i would ditch out on everyone because i felt he needed me there. But when i don't was him to go out and get wasted like he loves to tend to do every chance he can get . its not fair. When he decides he's ok to be around people and not have to have me be there with him 24/7 it's ok for him to get up and leave and do what he wants.. I mean yeh i guess im kind of bitchy but i mean please at least take into consideration on what i've done for you. I'm glad my bitching over shadows my kindness. Every other guy i dated i kind of treated like shit i guess i could have been nicer but i changed and i was the nice guy for once. Granted he didn't dump me we both know it was a losing battle. But now what do i do ? I mean i don't even know where to pick up . None of my friends talk to me i want to go out and have fun but i have no one to go out with. Joey doesn't barely even talk to me.. he was over here for like2 hours today and we watched step brothers but it was like we used to be. I hate my job still. my rant is over ha

So its been awhile. To start off, I hate my job. I work with mentally handicapp people and they're really amazing. But the company I work for is shit.. I find myself cursing the whole way to work. Then I find my attitude is so short fused. I've alienated my self from everyone. I don't talk to my best friend anymore. I don't get along with my boyfriend he lies to me all the time we fight all the time. I'm not the person I used to be. I want to move away. I want to beat up my boss. I want to be happy.. I haven't been happy since I was a sophmore. Life can't suck this much.. Or maybe if I met someone who was as miserable as myself and we could be miserable together and possibly be happy? Doesn't 2 negatives make a positive : ). Fuck my life.

Today sucks.. i'm staying home from school because something is wrong with my head.. like a few days ago my ear started to hurt then today i had a horrible ass headache..And i have to work with sucks.. For those of you who don't know i work at Dairy Queen. And hopefully tonight we woulnt be busy because it's going to be cold. well img onna go try to attempt to finish my art project

Guess who's back biotches

Everyone.. Ian's birthday is Wednesday. Don't forget..

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My head hurts soo horribly bad. My mom hates that a decade under the influence by taking back sunday .. Which kudos to zack and ricky for getting me liking it..And i was acting like an idiot and like playing the aiir guitar and shaking my head theni was on the floor and i bashed my head on the cornor of the couch .. and she was in here trying unplug it and I singing I got a bad feeling about this. She hates that song.. It's great. Friday me Leslie and my mom are going to go to Grandma J's and i'm going to let Zack and them "bond" .. It was his idea.. He wants to .. Cause i bond with his mom. (she shows me baby pictures) She's really great. I think Zack and my mom will get along well. My mom is just like us.. When she wants to be at any given situation. And my grandma J is getting there. Hanging out with us has rubbed off on her. I love Janice Anus.. Well i'm gonna go shower, then call Zack

Tonight was really fun. I went to the latino club black and white blow out dance and it was Muy Buen! Yeh i'm an idiot. I went with Rosa. Whoa those latinos ..They're crazy...So yeh Krystal is a psycho whore. Yeh i said it.. PSYCHO WHORE! WHOOO .. I'm flippin bored, and my feet hurt from being a dancing freak. WHOOOO.. I'm bored. Mullet you rock my socks .. Super Phil my house is on fire, use you herioc antics to save me.
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woot woot! I finally got my computer fixed! Well nothing much as happened.. Me and Zack are still dating. Tomorrow makes 2 months. So we're gonna go hang out and do something IM not quite sure yet. Yesterday we had our choir concert and I sung a solo. I was soo nervous. I tried to pay Liz to do it, but she wasn't having it. After it all was done i felt sooooo much better! I was freaking out that I was going to laugh because at rehearsal Jon Boblick made me laugh and it ruined it. My mom and grandma came. Zack did to he brought his mom i was soo embrassed. Not because she was there, but cause she came to see me sing. She's so sweet. Then after that Zack gave me flowers. It was so sweet. No one ever bought me flowers before. I hung out with him after words. Nothing has really happened same ol same ol. I Haven't talked to Gil in a long time.. Simple Plan Sucks!

The past events have been crazy but all amusing. Ok so i got ICBM for bringing bondage porn to school that looked like Krystal Martino. I showed Anthony and a few other of my friends and she found out nd so did her mom and since she has a "condition" which i dont know what it is fricking psycho maybe, but her mom called my house and went on about how "we almost lost Krystal tonight". That's a bunch of crap. She's going to supposly "cut" herself over something so Stupid! She needs a good reason to do that for me to feel fricking bad for her. One of my best friends mom is DYING of cancer in the hospital she dosen't brag about her problems. I didn't even know because she didn't talk about it ever . I know a little bit but not a lot. And she dosen't cut herslef. She dosen't leave entries in her journal if anything she's treasures her life because she's learning from what's happening with her mother that's life's a gift and you don;t end it over petty bullshit like someone called you a whore. IT HIGHSCHOOL ITS GOING TO HAPPEN and if you can't handle it because you're daughter is "special" then apparently you need to take her to a special school. I want to thank Maggie, Denise, Julee,Joey , And Britt for sticking up for me. Well not really sticking up antagonizing her hehe. i love you guys. And for her saying who her real friends are you don't even know how much shit those "friends" were talking shit about you the past Trimester and this Trimester. And its not my duty to tell you. Apparently i can't be you're friend if you don't have a sense of humour. BUT ANYWAYS. I got ICBM for 3 days, but the third day is an exception if i'm good. SO i'll probably only have two. Mr.P was being all nice about it. And he was telling her to describe the porn to him and he's like this "nudie" hehe did it have any other anatomy involved. I said no he's liek well that's not really porn . It didn't barely even show her brests. She only had a gag in her mouth . IDIOTS. and he patted me on the head and said oh i don't understand why smart kids liek you do things liek this. I think it's being i'm on the honor roll.. Yes me honor roll .Heehee. SO still to Krtytal the JOKES STILL ON YOU AND UR MOM'S AN ABSOLUTE IDIOT.

So today sucked. I was all hyper about going to school because Zack was suppose to be there. I seen anthony and i asked him if he was here and he said no. I didn't say anything I just walked away.. Hmm . I miss him. My day sucked overall. 1st hour gay second hour uranus project got a 96% on our speech and all that good stuff. #rd hour it went by fast. 4th hour went by fast. 5th hour, Sucked. i found out i'm failing it. Because i don't "sing". I don't care. I'm bored. I think i'm gonna shower.

Hm. I'm worried about Zack. He normally calls me and but he didn't last night, and i called him yesterday he never called me back. I called him again today and nobody answered. This is why i don't like being in a relationship i hate worrying. I hate thinking about all the possible things that could go wrong. I hate explaining myself sometimes. BUt i don't have to really explain myself to Zack, because i never do anything wrong. I don't know. I'm just worrying to much . On a brighter note.. Amber Keith wasn't talking about me, she was talking about Kasey Young. I asked Melani about it and she said she didn't think so . So in last hour she came up to me and was like Casey!! I didn't know that was you, i thought it was Kasey Young. I love ya but i hate her she's a slut etc. Something is bothering Tony's gay butt and he wouldn't tell me. Then OMG in last hour it was frigin hilarious. Anybody who goes to Clark knows Artez. And those who don't well he's a black kid that goes around signing. And where's african Trible Outfits. Well in last hour (choir) He was listening to his Michael Jackson music and we had a substitute (she's the lady who does our school ID's) and sh's kind of weird. Well Artex got her to get up and dance with him and Artez was standing in front of her and she was in the back and artez whipped his hand out and was about an centimeter from slapping her in the face. Me ron Ashley Jeremy and Tony laughed our asses off. Tony missed it though. It was sooo funny. She had the funniest look on her face. We were saying it would have been funny if he would have broken her nose or gaven her a black eye. It was Hilarious.Then he was dancing and all of a sudden Michael alman gets up and starts shaking his ass! This kid barely talks in class. He's really smart. He keeps to himself and i look up and he's dancing , We were all laughing really hard. Last hour was pretty fun today. Markos wasn't thurr . Well me and Maggie are going to do our video for our movie for Mr.thomas' call. On Uranus. It's going to be great!

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 I guess that was Amber Keith.Hmm i find it rather amusing how she can't say anything to me in last hour. People are so immature these days, i'll tell you that much

i haven't been writing that much lately. Well recap on everything. It's been pretty damn great! I'm getting along with Krystal well not hating her, but not actually communicating.Me and Zack are doing great. The 19th would be a month. Last night was fun. Ricky is going to be in a bad i guess and That song a decade under the influence lol he was singing it , llmao it was soo fricking hilarious! He kept singing I got a bad feeling about this. Lol we went to the beach and he's like man if i ever do a music video i would be running on the water. then he started running really funny and he's like .. I got a bad feeling baout this. It was soo funny. HE's a great guy. And he kept asking me what's hot about people who play music blah blah blah lol it was funny. I had a good time last night. lol then they went to drop me off and they were siging that damn song again. They're both good. i guess they're trying to get Zack to play bass. I know he wants to but i don't think he wants to be all WHO HOO about it. We'll see. Me and Joey are getting along too . I heard from someone that he has been hanging out with the Kolats. And that's bullshit because he's been lying to us. I mean it's not the point that he's hanging out with them because i don't care. But don't be two faced about it. He was yelling at me in the hallway, it was soo funny. JOey you're great lol. My Saturday was great!

I'm so pissed off right now. I don't even know why .. it's just one of those days.. I finally got Napolean Dynamite from Zack. I had to plan all my classes today. I hope i get Mr.Mo like i wanted. I would be soo happy!.I love Mr. MO. Well i think i'm going to go to sleep and turn on Nappy D. Maybe i wouln't be in such a bad mood.

Today was SOO tiring. I fell asleep in everyone of my classes. IT was great. Except last hour and first hour. I dyed my hair. It's burgninie or however you spell that. Zack didn't go to school today . He's such a dork. I'm glad i met him though. He's not as annoying as everyone thinks he is. He's a really great guy. Better then all the pricks at our school. So today afer school I thought me Emily and Joey were going to hang out, because i told her i was going to. And I did and she wasn't home. She was at jon's baseball game. anyways. I tried to take a nap today and that didn't work out as planned. Joey woke me up. I was sleeping good to. That HOE. Whooo matt you scared me! iggy and shaley broke up .. hehe bitches!

DONNA!! aka emily.. Woot woot. I'm bored! So nothing really has happened. School was boring. Iggy's gay and his girlfriend i think is cheating on him. I dunno it's gay . We all know why he's in that "relationship".eh hem.. No comment. Me and Emily were at Auto Zone today waiting for my mom to get something after school. And i took my mascara and i put it on my arm hairs. It look soo oooo nasty . Lmao emily that was great. My arms looked like a cave mans. It was great . BUt it was a pain to get off. Jason and melani "aka" the boyfriend beater lol had there month today. SHe was all dressed up. Andi guess big titties was goingto take her out. Well this is boring. I think im gona go now

today! First day back at school. SUCKS major ass. I went to bed at 3:40-4ish. I was talking to Zack. Oh god was i tired. I don't understand anything in Spanish class. I got called downstairs like 34324 times today for some statement think i had to write for a fight or something. Then my brother was being a jackass and got suspended. But other then that it was an OK day.. Man i really miss spring break. Well i guess i can look at the bright side. ONly 2 more months of school WOOT WOOT. Emily's dumb "blonde" butt didn't go to school today because of undisclosed reasons. Man i can really go for a nap right now. But i need to work out. I sick of being frickin fat. Well that's enough for now HOES